Friday, April 28, 2023

Reimagining - Reconsidering

Your children are grown and your career has slowed down - all the stuff that took up so much attention is gone, and you're left with expansive time and space. You have to reimagine who you are and what life is about.


- Jessica Lange


I've been doing a bunch of reimagining in the past decade. In fact, reimagining my life has truly reached a zenith over the past year, probably because I'm approaching my seventieth birthday this summer. I'm seriously considering retiring entirely from writing and editing, which feels shocking on one hand and oh, so logical on the other. 

It's under this influence of reimagining that I renamed this blog from Jellyfish Day to Wordwhacking Dreams a month ago. I nearly unpublished the blog when I unpublished my creaky old website just moments before. Really, it would have made far more sense to keep the old website up until the new site is complete, but I just had the awful feeling one day that it was time to unpublish.

I'm sometimes a spontaneous soul but not necessarily impulsive - I tend to overthink everything.  So hitting the unpublish button on the website wasn't particularly impulsive in that I've intended to redo it for over a decade. And I refrained from actually doing it due to a combination of work issues, laziness, apathy, and lately, my uncertainty about continuing on my word-whacking path. I finally settled upon creating a simple CV-style website and left the actual writing and editing decisions up in the air. So far, the website creation has not been fun, but that's a story for another day.

The title Jellyfish Day made extraordinary sense to me in 2010, considering it was one of my euphemisms for having a bad day. The title feels much less appropriate in 2023 - perhaps even an insult to jellyfish. They're rather exotic, drifty, and tranquil-looking creatures worthy of more praise than association with a chilly, dark, damp, and disappointing mood or day, as I see it now. As we become ever more socially conscious, we also have to consider how we metaphorically insult pigs, dogs, and jellyfish, even . . .

That said, renaming the blog was definitely a bit impulsive, considering the posts contained many author interviews and book reviews easily found with search engines. Now I've rendered them a bit hard to locate under a new blog title, but I suspect that search engines will catch up . . .

My logic for wanting to unpublish the blog is that Blogspot was a big deal and the blogging venue of choice back when I created Jellyfish Day in 2010. Now people are Wordpress-ing and Substacking their hearts out instead. I opened Jellyfish Day while traveling overseas because my older-than-sin website had no blog option and I had lots to say. These days I have much less to say. I really don't have much desire to open a substack or have an active YouTube channel. I do enjoy sharing my photos on Instagram - and that's also a story for another day. 

Basically, I just wanna have more fun with a lot less stress and effort. Retirement can be as boring or as interesting as you make it, and the writer and editor in me are kinda weary of putting in long hours and not having much playtime. When you're long in the tooth and not certain how much time you have left, careers and mid-life to-do seem much less important than cherishing and celebrating the time you have left . . . 

Of course, I could make it my eleventy-first birthday celebration, like Bilbo Baggins. Or to 92, like my mom, and with the grace of Spirit and her inborn determination, she'll make it to 93 this summer, and perhaps beyond . . . My father lasted until 82. My combined genetics may not be as hardy as hers or his!

Maybe I'll pop off tomorrow. We never know how long our Earthly sojourn will be!

Anyway, this post isn't supposed to be about me, dammit. But since I wiped my website from cyberspace, I owed readers an explanation. I figure I oughta repost a few things from it. 

On that note, Cryonic Man: A Paranormal Affair (Tootie-Do Press, 2015) celebrated its eighth birthday recently. So without further ado, here's a piece written by author Joe DiBuduo about his first published novel. The essay first appeared on his website and on the Tootie-Do Press page of my now-defunct website in 2015. 

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Hello! I’m Joe DiBuduo and I’d like share how and why I wrote Cryonic Man: A Paranormal Affair, my sci-fi / paranormal romance novel (Tootie-Do Press, 2015).

During my research for Cryonic Man, I studied the procedures used in cryopreservation and I explain this process in the novel. I first read that the concept of cryonics was introduced by Robert Ettinger, the founder of Cryonics Institute, in his landmark book, The Prospect of Immortality (Ria University Press, 2005).

At this writing (2015) it is illegal to perform cryonic suspension on someone who is still alive. A person who undergoes this procedure must first be pronounced legally dead – that is, their heart must have stopped beating. I’m sure your first question is, “But if someone is dead, how can they ever be revived?”

According to scientists who perform cryonics, “legally dead” is not the same as totally dead. Death, medical science says, is the point at which all brain function ceases. Legal death occurs when the heart stops beating, but some cellular brain function remains. Cryonics preserves what little cell function remains so that, theoretically, the person can be resuscitated in the future.

How people are able to survive on the brink of death depends upon medical technology. A hundred years ago, cardiac arrest was irreversible. People were declared dead when their hearts stopped beating. Today, death is believed to occur six minutes after the heart stops. After that time interval, it’s difficult to resuscitate the brain.

However, with new experimental treatments, more minutes of cardiac arrest can be survived without brain injury. Future technologies for molecular repair may extend the ability to resuscitate people beyond what is imaginable today. The definition of death may be revised from “a permanent cessation of all vital functions” to “a temporary pause in vital functions.”

Millions of people are captivated by the concept of living, dying, and awakening dozens or hundreds of years from now. Cryonics may be a simple form of time travel that doesn’t involve wormholes, speed of light travel, curved space-time, or breaking the scientific laws of Einstein’s theories. Cryonic suspension could be used in long interstellar space flights.

Cryonics slows down or stops molecular activity to halt aging, and more importantly, to avoid or extend to the future, the process of dying. For most of us, cryonics seems bizarre, but it is plausible. When we get used to the idea that medical science will advance to the point in which dying people can be healed and even aging can be reversed or slowed down, we can accept the idea that cryopreservation is obtainable in our lifetime. Even now, molecular healing via nanobots is under research and will become a viable process in the near future.

Essentially, advanced technology in the future will restore any cellular function destroyed by hypoxia, disease, the cryonic preservation process, or reperfusion injury – damage caused when the blood supply returns to tissue after a period of ischemia, or lack of oxygen, such as after a heart attack. The point of cryogenics is that nearly everyone who dies is only “mostly dead.”

Often, people confuse cryonics with cryogenics. Cryonics is a process and cryogenics is a field of study – the study of the production and the behavior of materials at very low temperatures (below −150 °C, −238 °F or 123 K). Cryonics borrows from cryogenics but it is not subjected to the same rigors and is intrinsically based on assumptions that seem quite plausible at the present time, but may or may not turn out to be true.

American baseball champ Ted Williams was cryopreserved in two parts – head and body – after his death in 2002. Stories about his body undergoing disrespectful treatment emerged soon after his cryonic procedure. Larry Johnson, a former chief operating officer of Alcor Life Extension in Arizona, came forward to report “horrific” and “unethical” practices by the company.

Cryopreservation includes a full-body preservation option or the “neuro option” of having only the head preserved, on the premise that the brain is the seat of memory and that the human body and its organs may be easily regenerated from DNA in the future.

The following questions filled my mind after reading Ted Williams’ story:


1. If Ted were revived, who would own his DNA?


2. Would those who had inherited his property have to return it?


3. The skills of most anyone revived after a number of years would be outdated.


4. Should a person who wants to be frozen for future resuscitation invest in some type of insurance program to ensure they’d have an income when revived.


5. If a young person were cryonically preserved, would he or she age?


6. What if he or she was brought back to life after fifty years and he remained the same age at time of death and cryopreservation?


7. Where does the cryopreserved person’s soul go for fifty years?


8. Is there a spiritual world where people go after they die?


9. Does the cryopreserved person go to heaven, hell, or someplace else?


10. Could another spirit or soul possess a cryopreserved person’s body when that person is resuscitated after years in a cryonic state?


11. What if a cryopreserved patient’s body is possessed by an evil spirit? Would the two souls combine and become one, or would a battle for the body ensue?


12. How would a cryopreserved person feel about children or other loved ones who are physically older?


13. How would a cryopreserved patient feel about their spouse or partner who may end up being twice or three times their age?


14. If a cryopreserved patient is a champion sports figure like Ted Williams, would he or she want to resume their career?


15. Will there be laws written to protect the rights of cryopreserved and resuscitated persons?


I wrote Cryonic Man: A Paranormal Affair to answer these questions. So if you’d like to see my answers, please purchase a copy!


Photo and text ©2015, Joe DiBuduo

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Cryonic Man is available in ebook formats at many international book emporiums. The book also available in new and used softcover at all international Amazons.



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PS - Tootie, my editorial assistant says Joe doesn't mention it, but Cryonic Man has a dual protagonist and one facet of this persona is Erzsébet Báthory, the legendary Blood Countess. Fascinating!

Friday, March 24, 2023


We did not exist, the we we thought we'd always be.

- Catherine Lacey,  Nobody Is Ever Missing


People get old. So do websites and blogs . . .

I've really, really disliked my old website for a zillion years. In fact, I planned to replace the website with this blog more than a decade ago. Now this blog is older than sin too . . .

After this post, I plan to unpublish my old website even though it almost breaks my heart. It's ugly and outdated to a humorous point, but has tons of information gathered and placed over almost two decades. Perhaps I should leave it up as I craft a new site because I'll likely send some bit of information into the cyberspace ethers that I wish I'd saved for posterity. Sometimes when decisions loom, I can't seem to make these in a rational way. Hence I tend to engage in some radical cordcutting. I can't seem to do anything halfway, like leaving well enough alone until I build a new website. The old one screams defunct and can barely be managed due to web browser improvements.

I've been dinking around for months - actually, about four years - with plans to build a new website, a site with a blog this time. Not a neglected blog with lots of collateral info like this one. I need a nice, modern site with a minimalist feel and just enough info to make my wordwhacking life seem contemporary and relevant even though I've mostly retired from the writing, editing, and publishing biz. 

Sometimes I just want to be free and retired and not think about words at all. But there's still enough ink and pixels squirting through my bloodstream to toy with a project or two. I hope to finish at least three books in progress (my own) and I also occasionally take on a book shepherding or editorial project for clients via Starstone Editorial. 

I feel sad that I've devoted so much time to US politics over the past seven years, but let's blame that on fascist tendencies unleashed into the world from our very own democratic republic by the former guy, 45. I had to stand up and say a lot of things since his campaign started in 2015, mostly on Facebook and Twitter, but sometimes here, too. I probably wasted a chunk of my life preaching to the choir, but at least the universe knows where I stand, right? 

Anyway, you'll notice I changed this blog name from Jellyfish Day to Wordwhacking Dreams, because for a long time, my wordwhacking life has been little but a dream. I kept the subtitle about jellyfish and sundogs because those are still relevant. Anyone who reads my posts from the beginning will see why these matter. Everything in the universe matters, of course. 

I miss the jellyfish photo that my youngest daughter took, but I also like the saguaro cactus hand that matters currently since my wordwhacking daydreams are currently happening amidst the gorgeous saguaro cactus groves in the mystical Sonoran Desert. 

At least there's that to daydream about, right?

Part of me really wants to remove any trace of my existence from cyberspace and just move on into mysterious obscurity. But the truth is, I still have some kick in my kicks and still need to put some food on the table - and Miss Tootie's dog dish - so here we are. Our Tootie-Do Press titles are still available to readers at multiple international book emporiums. 

When my new website is up, it will hopefully not chase away potential editing clients, as I fear my old website is doing. I have a shorter page version at this blog which may be equally as obnoxious. When the new site is finished, I'll likely put this blog to sleep as well. 

Impermanence is poignant and painful. Change never stops. My Cancerian emotions cling to stability and tradition. I don't know how to let go even though I've let go of many phases and stages in my life. Apparently, as I head toward my seventieth birthday this summer, I'm a lot less certain of how to approach this current stage of life. The empty nest phase of the past decade has been difficult for me. I should feel free and ready for senior adventures but feel wistful for the family life I cherished and that kept me so busy that I had little time to think about anything deeply except when I wrote about it.

I should write about that!

Maybe I will. 

I've been playing lately with a bit of poetry, which is where I started in this writing life . . . writing poetry is definitely a feature of wordwhacking dreams . . . 

Tuesday, December 20, 2022

Tootie-Do Press @ Smashwords 2022 End of Year Ebook Sale!

Tootie, my editorial assistant is excited that our Tootie-Do Press novels and out award-winning short story collection are a cool 99 cents! Whether you celebrate Winter Solstice ✨in the Northern Hemisphere or the Summer Solstice 💦 in the Southern Hemisphere, you'll enjoy browsing titles at the Smashwords 2022 End of Year Ebook Sale, December 15 - January 1! 




Smashwords carries over 60,000 ebooks with deep discounts 🛒of 25%, 50%, and 75% in your favorite ebook formats. Over 80,000 books at Smashwords are enrolled at the loooww price of FREE! 

Tootie-Do Press novel titles – Heart of Desire: 11.11.11 Redux and Cryonic Man: A Paranormal Affair, plus our award-winning Tootie-Do Press Original – The Contest and Other Stories, a mash-up of quirky, connected magical realist, paranormal, and fantasy tales inspired by artwork🎨 – are all a hot 'n' cool 50% off in your favorite ebook formats. Ninety-nine cents is a steal by any stretch of the imagination! 

Not only that, all Tootie-Do Press titles at Smashwords have snazzy new interiors for your reading pleasure!  

Whether you're still concerned about Covid or mixing it up safely out in the world, ebooks are still the best conversation icebreakers or social distancing tools ever!
 

 Tootie, our intrepid editorial assistant









Friday, July 1, 2022

Smashwords 14th Annual July Summer/Winter Sale!


Whether you just celebrated the Summer Solstice 💦 in the Northern Hemisphere or Winter Solstice ✨in the Southern Hemisphere, you'll enjoy browsing the hot 'n' cool 14th Annual Smashwords July Summer/Winter Sale, 🧨July 1 through July 31!

Looking for a heartwarming romance read while nesting in front of a fire? 💖 How about a rousing thriller or mystery, 👓 for that lazy day in the park, on the beach, or at your favorite campground? 


Smashwords carries over 60,000 ebooks with deep discounts 🛒of 25%, 50%, and 75% in your favorite ebook formats. Over 80,000 books at Smashwords are enrolled at the loooww price of FREE! 😯 Get your downloads today!

Tootie-Do Press novel titles – Heart of Desire: 11.11.11 Redux and Cryonic Man: A Paranormal Affair, plus our award-winning Tootie-Do Press Original – The Contest and Other Stories, a mash-up of quirky, connected magical realist, paranormal, and fantasy tales inspired by artwork🎨 – are all a hot 'n' cool 50% off in your favorite ebook formats. Ninety-nine cents is a steal by any stretch of the imagination! 

Not only that, all Tootie-Do Press titles at Smashwords have snazzy new interiors for your reading pleasure!  

Whether you're still concerned about Covid or mixing it up safely🏍 out in the world, books are still the best conversation starters or social distancing tools ever! 




Tootie, my intrepid editorial assistant!




Learning in Calm or Storm . . .


“There are some things you learn best in calm, and some in storm."

– Willa Cather, The Song of the Lark


I've been weighing whether or not to dip my toes—my busy typing fingers, in reality—into more political journalism because of the huge role politics are playing right now around the world, in our nation, and even in my home state, Arizona. 

I decided to not follow up on any of my previous political or social awareness posts with a recap except in brief. Local news grabbed my attention late yesterday evening with a headline that Arizona Senate President Karen Fann has been subpoenaed by the FBI to "release records believed related to former President Donald Trump's effort to stay in power after losing the 2020 election." 

This ongoing investigation is gratifying to see because so often when things go politically awry in our country, there aren't necessarily enough investigations nor consequences meted out. I'm happy to see this particular investigation finally arrive in Arizona. It means that the DOJ is active and paying attention to possible crimes committed by our former chief executive. Many citizens are watching and waiting both patiently and impatiently for justice to be meted out for the ongoing false accusations of 2020 election fraud. 

I posted last July about a personal experience I had with Ms. Fann in 2007 when she was mayor of Chino Valley, Arizona and I was a resident living in an unincorporated area of Yavapai County adjacent to the town. That incident gave me a bit of insight into Fann's character that was underscored over a decade later by her support of a spurious and unprofessional audit of Maricopa County's ballots after three legit, professional audits showed no significant fraud in the largest Arizona county's 2020 election results. 

There's certainly a lot of "truth" and Truth being batted around lately, and it remains to be seen which one prevails. I have a strong hunch that Truth will eventually rise to the occasion despite the weighty and spurious claims from a deeply entrenched national cult that continues to support a deeply flawed man who has long been known as a malignant narcissist. Truth has a way of appearing in its own time and on its own terms no matter the circumstances. We're experiencing quite a performance on the world stage now as karma ripens and secrets are revealed. 

So, this post is my concession to publicly politicking in a new essay. I spend far too much time sharing my political views and remarks on social media, to the detriment of my creative life. On the other hand, when DJT announced in his candidacy for US president in 2015, I knew I'd devote considerable time and effort to clarify my understanding of who he really is. And even more so after the 2016 presidential election. I just didn't know HOW much time and energy I'd devote, nor that this effort would extend for seven years. Or that the situation may extend far beyond 2022. Lately, it's looking as if we're in for a few more years of political turmoil because of extremist far-right politics that don't support the highest and the best for the largest numbers of beings, but that's another story for another day.

Does it even seem possible that half of 2022 is behind us? Here's wishing you all a serene remainder of the year and the strength to confront whatever obstacles lie ahead! This first day of the new month under a new moon reminds me that it's high time for many big changes in our collective and personal lives. We will continue to learn, whether in calm or in storm . . . 




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